Amsterdam Spanish Film Festival: Mi Vacío y Yo

Spaans gesproken
Engels ondertiteld

This film is part of Amsterdam Spanish Film Festival 2022.


The screenplay for this social-realist drama came about in close collaboration with lead actor Raphaëlle Perez, as well as by drawing on the experiences of various queer communities. Filmed up-close-and-personal, intimate moments are interspersed with Raphi’s many meetings and her online persona, which changes as she gets to know herself better.

Raphi, from France, fantasizes about romances with princes, and about starting a traditional family. But in reality, things aren’t like that. She works in a call center in Barcelona, struggles with at times embarrassing dates, and is diagnosed by her therapist as having gender dysphoria. During this confusing, yet valuable period, we follow this trans woman as she makes her transition, as well as in her everyday life. She talks candidly with colleagues, queer friends, and the men she meets through apps. In spite of all the advice she receives, it turns out that it is mostly time and experience that will help her embrace her place in this world.


Co-presented with Roze Filmdagen

The Premiere will be followed by a Q&A with filmmaker Adrián Silvestre and main actress Raphaëlle Perez.


  • Adrián Silvestre


  • Raphaëlle Perez
  • Alberto Díaz
  • Carles Fernández Giua
  • Carmen Moreno


  • 2020


  • 1 uur en 38 minuten


  • Engels